I`m now taking a deep breath, standig before me I have one hell of a working week. I do not have any days off until next weekend. And of top of that I have decided to exercise every other day. AND only eat healthy food. I have not yet reached my goal weight and instead of loosing weight this last 6 months I have gained. Not good. I don`t have to loose the weight for health reasons but I don`t feel comfortable at the moment and I miss that feelig very very much. Some of you probably think I`m stupid but I don`t care. I only care about my own well beeing. Feeling and beeing healthy sure beats the hell out of feeling irritated and tired all the time.